I think it’s extremely important to remember that past ways, previous habits, things that you did during survival mode, learned behaviors and experiences are both not to be used as punishment to your current self or navigation for your future self. These things are all simply tools to add your tool belt. Tools in combination with being attuned, aligned, and self-aware, will help you build what is needed to open the new doors. Your new keys are yet to be crafted, and unique to this specific season in your journey.